Is it a Cliché

harapanku sih ini bukan klise,
apa yang aku lakukan..

berdoa buat kamu setiap hari,
kamu sama dia..

biar kalian langgeng..
biar kalian rukun terus..

i hope this is not a cliché,
this thing I'm doing every day..

dan, tentu saja,
aku melakukan ini dari dalam hatiku..

walaupun sesungguhnya,
ada bagian kecil dari hatiku menginginkan sesuatu yang agak berbeda dari doa ini..

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Colors.and.Promises

You promised me to give me that thing if yours you are working on.. I'm waiting :)
It might take a little bit of time, and it's cool, I can totally understand it..
But again,
I'm waiting :)


You promised to take me on that date..
I'm not waiting anymore..
Coz I know you've had another date,
But I just wan to remind you,
You promised.. :')


You promised to call me the other day..
Okay, that might not be a promise..
You were just saying..
But hey, a friendly call will really make my day! :)




After all these days,
These people and their promises still linger in my mind..
Creating tons of different, weird, uncanny, random colors in my head..


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Am I a PLAYGIRL??

Shoot.
I must've sounded like a playgirl.

Hahaaa ohh myyy :p:p:p

Well,
Just so you know..
These posts here in this blog (which are mostlyfor boys) is not written as a love letter..

More like a friendly note :):)
*haha:D it may not seems like one, but trust me, it's a friendly note!*

And why do i write it here?
Why don't i write for my girl friends?

well,
I will say what i feel directly to my girl friends *directly with a lil' help of twitter and cellphone :p*

and i lost contact with some of these boy friends of mine..
So i write my letters to them here!

If it seems like a 'galau' poem..
It's not.
:)
It's my wild imagination running wild...

....

...

Most of the time.

Haha!

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SPEECHLESS

Udah berapa lama ya sejak semua itu mulai dan akhirnya selesai?
I think it has been more than 3 years..

..
Wow..
..

Nggak kerasa banget banget banget..


And it's funny,
Karena meskipun udah lebih dari 3 tahun,
I can still remember most of our conversations :')
What we used to do together..
And silly stuffs like that..

How are you?
I miss you..

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Can i just have 1 more moondance with you?

Udah lamaa banget yaa nggak ketemu..
kamu ke mana aja?
adek-adekmu keliatan terus tuh..
kamunya aja yang ngilang..

kita juga udah lama banget nggak sms-an ya..
tadi malem aku mimpi kamu lho,
finally kamu sms..

kamu lagi ngapain?
jangan sibuk-sibuk, jaga kesehatan ya..
hati-hati kalo di jalan..

and i hope someday we'll have our moments together,
and we'll have one more moondance together :D

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MeetinG

Aku menangisi pertemuan kita..

Kita bertemu setiap hari,
Entah dari ucapan yang mirip, tempat yang berkesan, foto yang nyaris sama..

Aku menangisi betapa banyaknya aku berjumpa denganmu,
Membuatmu selalu ada di sisi pikiranku..

Tapi betapa aku tidak pernah berada di pikiranmu, hatimu..
Kamu jarang bertemu aku..

Aku bermimpi suatu hari kamu akan jadi seorang pria gagah,
Pangeran yang datang menjemput seorang gadis biasa, aku..
Membawa seikat mawar putih, mengajakku ke istana..

Tapi pangeran sebenarnya ditakdirkan untuk selalu berada di kerajaan,
Menunggu seorang putri dengan bouquet bunganya di depan altar..


Aku bermimpi suatu hari kita akan tertawa bersama,
Menertawakan hidup yang lucu, menarik ukur hubungan kita..
Tapi mimpi hanyalah mimpi..


Aku menangisi pertemuan kita..

Aku berharap pertemuan kita adalah nyata..

Dan aku diam-diam berharap, berdoa, bertanya-tanya apakah,
Kamu bertemu denganku sesering aku bertemu denganmu..

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HP

Hey..
Kamu apa kabar?

Beberapa hari ini aku ingat terus tentang kamu..
Mimpi-mimpi tentang kamu,
Kata-kata kamu..

Kapan ya kita bisa ngobrol lagi?


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Fall too deep

Aku minta maaf..

Aku baru sadar...

Ternyata,
Kita nggak bisa berteman..

Karena aku jatuh terlalu dalam..

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Let me Go

I was thinking crazy thought..
:p:p
Feel like flying to an imaginary land where i can forever fantasize and write and read  and dance and have fun munchin' on some cookies and cakes :p

"Let Me Go"

What if i want to say goodbye?
What if i want to fly away,
 And never to return again?

Please, 
Let my wings open up,
Let my feet go,
For I want to soar up high..

To that place where only happiness exist, and nothing else..
Where I can transform to my true form..

So, love,
don't force me to stay..
Don't beg me not to leave..
Don't ask me to say, 'See you soon'


This seperation may last for quite sometimes,
But it is not permanent.

We shall see each other again..
And next time,
Everything is a thousand times better than this time,
I promise..

But for now, dear,
let me fly..

Let me go..

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Nope, No idea

Hari ini namamu disebut..
Aku jadi inget kamu..

Oke, bukan "namamu" secara exact..
Tapi nama yang aku punya untukmu..

Tapi ternyata itu aja sudah cukup buat bikin aku blushing like crazy :)
Which I haven't done for quite sometimes :)

Tapi, aku nggak kangen kamu kaya dulu..

Rasanya aneh banget, and I don't know if this is good or bad..
But I miss missing you :')

Tapi anyway,
Gini lebih baik ya :D

Is this what people call "Move On" ?

I have no idea..

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GaJe :')

Lama-lama kangen juga ya..

waktu SMP dulu,
bisa punya temen-temen yang deket..
dan hmmmm SEDIKIT lebih dari deket *sahabatan :D:D*
dan bisa nyatu banget,
baik dengan kelompok maupun individu tertentu..

dan sekarang,
sejak di SMA semua bener-bener berubah..


walaupun tetep enjoyable banget,
malah bisa dibilang enakan gini sih..

kadang juga ada rasa kangen..

kangen merindukan seseorang..
kangen rasanya dirindukan..

:')

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